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Stove (Jordan)

Sit nearer than comfort allows. Stay long enough that the flame learns our names.

Hey, I'm Stove, but you can call me Jordan. This is my corner of the internet. A place for late nights, good conversations, and the people who have made VR feel like home. Stick around, look around, and get to know me.

Campfire in the Void

I came back to this place
without meaning to.
Years after learning how to walk
without a light,
I found myself standing still again,
listening for breath in the dark.

The darkness is a void.
It keeps wanting to take more.
It settles on your shoulders,
an unspoken obligation,
as we keep moving.
Somewhere in it,
we find each other.
Not saved.
Not finished.
Just close enough
to feel their presence.

The campfire is small.
It asks us to sit nearer
than comfort allows
,
to speak honestly,
to stay long enough
that the flame learns our names.

Stories are fed into it.
Laughter breaks.
Silence settles.
For a while,
the void loosens
because something shared
exists between us.

People leave.
They always do.
What stays
is what we carry.
A torch taken from the fire,
heavy with lives,
with stories only you know how to hold.

It burns if you grip it too tightly.
It lights only a few steps ahead.
Still, we walk.
Not toward answers.
Toward the chance
that somewhere ahead,
the light we're carrying
will be enough
for someone to look up,
recognize the weight we bring,
and make room beside the fire
once more.

About me

I'm Jordan, but most people know me as Stove, and Toofast works too. I'm a gamer who's always looking for more people to hang out, talk and play with. Most nights you'll find me in VRChat, in a CS2 match, or building something new.

VR is where I found my people. Over 6,000 hours in VRChat later, I've made friends all over the world, and I founded the Social Sinner Drinking Event, the night that grew into The Sinners Garden Social Events. Good company, clear communication and room to breathe matter a lot to me.

Outside the headset I code, model in Blender, and stream on Twitch, where the overlays, the Hellsing-quoting alerts and the hand-gesture scene switches are all custom-built. I also love meeting online friends in real life: TwitchCon Europe, a cruise, a wedding at a Burning Man event, and Japan is next. I'm learning the language for it.

VRChatCS2codingBlender 3Dstreaming animetravellearning Japaneselate-night talks
In the headset

Find me in VRChat

This is where I spend most of my time: worlds, avatars, and the people who make it home. Come say hi.

Open my VRChat
On stream

Catch me live on Twitch

Mostly CS2, plus some coding, Blender, and VR. Come hang out in chat.

Watch on Twitch
Behind the avatar

Founder of the Social Sinner Drinking Event <3
The night that started The Sinners Garden Social Events. These days you'll find me meeting people or settling in for a long conversation. I value good company, clear communication, and giving people room to be themselves.

Level 25
Pronouns He / Him
Sexuality Pan
Relationship Single
Discord Toofast10
From inside the headset
Two VRChat friends posing together in a dark world

Saint fell asleep

My cute little Saint passed out.

Friends playing volleyball together in VRChat

Volley Ball night

A little competition, a lot of chaos.

VRChat friends gathered around a volleyball net

Watch out!

SPIKE IT SPIKE IT SPIKE.

Friends racing jet skis through explosions and waves in VRChat

Jet Rush chaos

Water, fire, and absolutely no responsible driving.

A colorful lineup of friends on jet skis at a VRChat race

Ready at the line

Everyone looked organized for roughly three seconds.

A humorous VRChat image captioned alcoholic

Alcoholic! Hah!

Some screenshots explain themselves.

Two friends in matching maid outfits posing together at sunset in VRChat

Sunset service

Matching outfits and the softest light of the night.

A large group of friends gathered at a VRChat event

Karaoke

Look at all these cute bottoms singing.

A colorful group of VRChat friends gathered in a neon lounge

The whole room

One frame, many personalities, zero chance of standing still.

Friends relaxing together in a dark VRChat world

After Dark

How does this make you feel?

Two VRChat avatars posing closely together

Embarrassment

Double trouble.

Jordan's horned VRChat avatar posing against a bright blue backdrop

Blue-screen confidence

A clean portrait before the background disappeared.

A VRChat avatar posing in warm evening light

It's me

Slendy was teaching me to take photos!

A close group hug between VRChat friends

IYKYK

Everyone likes being close...

A funny candid moment in a VRChat club

I heard you like toes

Don't let your bois start barkin.

White and yellow spotlights crossing through a dark VRChat club

Before the crowd

The lights were already putting on their own show.

Friends celebrating together in VRChat on New Year's Day

Little spy

Secret photo taken of a wild Stove.

Friends posing together at a VRChat New Year's celebration

Closing out the year

One last picture before midnight.

A group of VRChat friends posing together in a blue studio world

Squad assembly

Different heights, different armor, same photo instinct.

A VRChat friend posing during a late-night ride

Friends

Rookie is one racist mofo.

A colorful group portrait of VRChat friends

Gathered together

Different avatars, same familiar company.

A playful close-up portrait of a VRChat avatar

Hot goth clown

Even clowns can be goth and hot.

Friends piled together on a couch in VRChat

Cuddles

Hawk is very cute ;3

VRChat friends relaxing together under colorful lighting

Cute Furry

Our little cute degen Furry.

Friends relaxing together in a cozy VRChat room

Homie

Some homies don't talk but still care about each other.

A friend sitting across the bar in a VRChat world

Across the bar

A familiar face on the other side of the room.

A VRChat avatar standing in front of a world menu

Crusaders new collar

We haven't told him it's a shock collar yet, stinky mutt ;3

A dramatic close-up VRChat portrait in purple light

Loims is cute

So much forehead.

Friends relaxing together at a neon VRChat party

Cleo loves feet

I got caught having proof of their feet cravings.

A group of friends posing at a neon VRChat party

Cleo licking feet

YES WE SEE YOU LICKING THEM.

Friends together under blue and purple club lights in VRChat

Drinks with neon nights

What could go wrong?

Friends together on a colorful VRChat dance floor

More drinks

Everyone is now drunk and flirting! Help!

The setup that runs it all

Rig

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CPUIntel Core i9-12900K
🎮
GPUGeForce RTX 5070 Ti · 16GB
🧠
RAMG.Skill Trident Z5 64GB DDR5-6400 CL32
🧩
BoardGigabyte Z690 AORUS Master
❄️
CoolingCorsair iCUE H170i Elite Capellix
💾
Storage980 Pro 2TB ×2 · 970 Pro 1TB · 970 Pro 512GB · 970 EVO Plus 1TB · 870 QVO 2TB
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PSUCorsair HX1000i
🗄️
CaseCorsair Obsidian 1000D
🖥️
DisplaysASUS TUF VG27AQ5A 1440p 210Hz
AOC C27G1 1080p curved
TCL 55S455 55" 4K

VR setup

🥽
Daily headsetBigscreen Beyond 2e
📡
Tracking4× 2.0 base stations · full-body
👄
Face trackingBabble mouth tracker
🔥
VRChat6,037 hours
👓
PreviouslyValve Index (retired)

Studio

🎙️
MicRØDE NT1 5th Gen
🎚️
InterfaceFocusrite Scarlett Solo Gen 4
🎧
HeadsetSteelSeries Arctis Nova Elite
📷
WebcamNexiGo HD Webcam

Peripherals

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KeyboardSteelSeries Apex 7
🖱️
MouseRazer Naga Trinity
🕹️
ControllerXbox Wireless Controller
Beyond the headset

Places I've been

4 journeys
  1. Netherlands, Germany & TwitchCon Europe

    Two weeks through Rotterdam, TwitchCon EU, Cologne, and Bergisch Gladbach with friends.

  2. Cruise with online friends

    A week at sea with people who had already become part of life online.

  3. NYC Anime Con

    One of the earlier convention and group adventures.

  4. Interfuse wedding in Missouri

    An online friend's wedding hosted during Interfuse, a regional Burning Man event.

Everywhere else
Embers
July 17, 2025

Ram

You'll never be forgotten. See you soon.

November 13, 2020

Tobias

I forever miss you, friend.